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Shadowed

by Sacha Sacket

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1.
The Prodigal 03:39
Watch the rain As it's Staining everything It finds my face And it's Bombs away You're my rain Always Try to change me But I faint From the Cut and paste Still stay here I'll kill this curse Can you hear me? I'm almost dead But I've been worse Don't you worry I rise up, A hazy Prodigal son When I want, Your eyes to Squint and run We both know That your Parents haunt you And when you go I'll find Your phantom So stay here I'll kill this curse Can you hear me? I'm almost dead But I've been worse Don't you worry
2.
Kite High! 03:28
Driving on a new-found road I'm riding down my favorite road Hand's out surfing on the wind I'm lost in all the Ülster green Heading out for Malibu To slide between the mercury I'm no longer scared of seaweed I've got nothing left to be I'm Kite High! Nothing's gonna stand in my way ever I don't need one reason why Everyone is holy Everyone is holy And I'm just waiting here to see How far faith can throw me 'Cause they were screaming for me Lost inside an angry sea So sure those were dark shark fins But I just saw the dolphins I'm Kite High! Nothing's gonna stand in my way ever And I don't need one reason why I'm Kite High! Nothing's gonna stand in my way ever I don't have one reason why
3.
Give it everything you've got You're your own worst enemy Drinking spirits, taking shots Glass still remains half empty You wish that you won't wake up But you can't even get to sleep Six feet under for these six months Just dying to be buried And I'm the one to lift you up 'Cause I can't be your Francis Bean The love I give will never stop You don't want to wait and see It's Sweet Suicide to my life Saving you every time I catch you half-alive Wish I could compete With your perfect goodbye The sweat of your thousand tries The threat of the same blue sky You know what it's like to touch The edge with all apologies Where just this once is one too much And you have nothing left to be You know how it feels alone To catch yourself still thinking "Sticks and stones may break my bones, But words will never hurt me" But I'm the one to lift you up 'Cause I won't be your Francis Bean The love I give will never stop You don't want to wait and see It's Sweet Suicide to my life Saving you every time I catch you half-alive Wish I could compete With your perfect good-bye The sweat of your thousand tries The threat of the same blue sky And I would be your answer Would be your savior Would be your sign And I would be your water Would be your shoulder Would be your sigh
4.
Desire 03:59
The stars all hang so low it seems insane The city burns below in tiny flames Embers of tobacco rip up my hands The moon highlights a shadow of a man I let myself softly slip into piss I saw the light but only made a wish I froze on the sands of Los Angeles Burnt out on perfect plans and endless lists You can blow off All your dark desires You can tell yourself you tried Fortune cookies Will always take your side But you will crumble from the lie Desire won't die I keep this favorite pocketbook romance A girl that swears she never got a chance Boy, you should see her hold a microphone Stretch out her voice into some long snake moan She said, "It's madness to go on with this Shell out my soul to hear what's wrong with it Before this eternal self-consciousness I had a point of view, but now it's shit" You can blow off All your dark desires You can tell yourself you tried Fortune cookies Will always take your side But you will crumble from the lie Desire won't die
5.
At a Time 03:40
You came Came at a time when When I would hurt myself With blades and microwaves I would break my brain Go for gold but go insane Went against my grain You came Came at a time when Nobody looked my way I had too much to prove And just you to lose Set you up against my muse Thought I had to choose You can wait till I'm better Just don't stay Say that it's dharma I won't pray Swear it's not over Just don't stay You came Came at a time when When I was lost, LOST I did not know tomorrow Was not enough Tried to stop your bleeding heart I did not know love You can wait till I'm better Just don't stay Say that it's dharma I won't pray Swear it's not over Just don't stay You came Came at a time when When I would hurt myself With blades and microwaves I would break my brain Go for gold but go insane Went against my grain
6.
Leave you to your desert in my old dusty pickup Think of your blond hair and tanned skin and all that good stuff Remember how you let me goose you under that table Gave me a few naughty glances but that's about all Now I am splitting my side, I guess I get the joke You wax on so serious, wash off an unpolished flirt Told me how hard your youth was 'cause your father's a cop But I'm sure that you'd be delighted to get me locked up And this is A Cruel Attempt at My lonely heart and I'm loving it But don't think For a minute That I'm falling I am a man that gets lost in a blush and a sigh You're nothing rare, I get snagged and thrown back all the time But I'll give you this much, I can't slip your crooked smile It's always the one's you can't taste that you'll never deny And this is A Cruel Attempt at My lonely heart and I'm loving it But don't think For a minute That I'm falling
7.
Cockatoo 03:48
It's just too kind How you rip through my mind Cut past my moonlight With those eagle eyes I am a baby boy I am a swan dive I just can't survive Unless you're by my side So I will let you Beat me I will play your fool I will say you Teach me Be your cockatoo Tired of screwing with the phone The TV's monotone My books are just on loan I want some stories of my own Be my Story of O Come on smash my thumb toe Spray my lymph across your wall Just don't leave me alone So I will let you Beat me I will play your fool I will say you Teach me Be your cockatoo
8.
I Just Can't 04:57
How dare you call me now Light me up, smoke me out Piss and moan of some heartache Give me guilt for your mistakes Your parents left you for God Now I leave to save my Art Such consequence on terms so vague You wonder why you have no faith Tried to pick you up But you begged me to fall I gave you my whole heart You went for my soul Apologized for lies That I never told Now I know it's time To forgive it all But I can't, I just can't Got porn stars on my jock Don't think I miss you much Yeah we shared some poetry But you were never much to see Eat every dream that isn't you Swallow your breath till I turn blue I thought you had my father's eyes They're just yours, I realize Tried to pick you up But you begged me to fall I gave you my whole heart You went for my soul Apologized for lies That I never told Now I know it's time To forgive it all But I can't, I just can't Only When I can stamp your Very marrow out With cloven hooves Can I Recall your image and Not die of the Embarrassment But I can't, I can't I just can't. I just can't.
9.
Here's a man Who cannot hear a sound His poor heart's pumping out He's cold as stone Shows enough So you can just taste love Then he will turn the knob To another song But it's alright He can't fight you tonight Paris and September's Got him tongue-tied Losing sight Of this dark lord inside Making up all your lies Singing his tired old rhyme Drawing out all your time With his lines, with his lines Here's a boy That is set to destroy These simple notes of joy That spell defeat Moves too fast Through Berlin or Belfast Because those walls don't last An eternity But it's alright He can't fight you tonight Paris and September's Got him tongue-tied Losing sight Of this dark lord inside Making up all your lies Singing his tired old rhyme Drawing out all your time With his lines, with his lines So Just how far do you go 'Cause I'm alone In California And I've got time If you've got one more flight Across this divide To California I'm waitin' for ya In California But it's alright He can't fight you tonight Paris and September's Got him tongue-tied Losing sight Of this dark lord inside Making up all your lies Singing this tired old rhyme Drawing out all your time With these lines, with these lines
10.
Caught myself crushing through That stormy old school Autumn was everywhere Where were you? The endless ivy Wrapped up around me I thought of your dumb smile And let the sky pour loose Maybe I'm just upset You don't last long at all I'm always stuck in the sunset Trying to weather the fall Maybe I'm just too wet Time won't wash you away I'm always stuck in the sunset Trying to get through the day You never got to see The silver lining The bleeding brick clock tower Those raining leaves You always had to be The flash of lightning Always with maybes That never let me leave Maybe I'm just upset You don't last long at all I'm always stuck in the sunset Trying to weather the fall Maybe I'm just too wet Time won't wash you away I'm always stuck in the sunset Trying to get through the day Trying to get through the day Caught myself crushing through That stormy old school I thought of your dumb smile And let the sky pour loose.
11.
Shadowed 04:44
Where you going Looking just like death? The party's begging To hear my baby's breath It's just coke and some rum and Besides it's only one It's their golden year boy We have to drink to love When one turns three and four It's 'cause we knew that before I know you've been through a lot But I've really been through more A long day's journey To get through these nights You've grown weary Of my Jekyl and my Hyde Smash bottles that you find Listen till your blind Scratch and scream and cry I just can't catch that light Save yourself. Save yourself. Mescalito Can you clean this mess My boy's stuck to me and I'm a sinking ship He's the saddest thing I know Has no friends or foes Why are both our souls So Shadowed? Save yourself. Save yourself. Save yourself. Save yourself.
12.
Palestine 02:37
Fell on my face And laid for a while Confused my Persian Gulf with Palestine I was all crumbs But now I'm pure wine I finally Figured out the sunshine I don't have Have to be the white knight I don't have Have to give the good advice I don't have Anything left to fight It's true I had this war Sown in my genes So I always Rooted for the home team But now it seems No one wants to win And my dreams Were leading to a coffin You can't just Expect it all to work out right 'Cause somehow It always seems to work just fine You can't run When you get a good fright It's true Fell on my face And laid for a while Confused my Persian Gulf with Palestine

credits

released May 2, 2004

All songs written by Sacha Sacket
Produced, mixed, and recorded by Mike Baiardi at Soundfile Productions.
Additional recording by Sacha Sacket at Home.
Piano, Organ, Rhodes, Wurlitzer, and “various synths” by Sacha Sacket
Programmed by Sacha Sacket
Additional programming on Track 7 by David Miraglia
Additional programming on Track 7 and 8 by Jason Klein
Guitar by Mike Baiardi
Bass by Steve Earnhart
Additional bass by Mike Baiardi
Drums by Mike Earnhart
Strings composed, arranged, and designed by Marcus Trumpp
Cello by Kevan Torfeh
Violin by Peter Kent
Mastered by Stephan Marsh. Threshold Sound + Vision.

Album photography and design by Spiraleyes
Manufactured by Ball Media
Copyright 2004. Golden Sphinx Records. All rights reserved.

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Thank Yous

Mom and Dad for your mind blowing support and unflagging patience. This wouldn’t be possible without you both. Thank you for believing in me from the beginning. For giving me room to wander.
Mike Baiardi, thank you for picking me up. For being so incredibly open to my songs, weird notions, and production ideas. It was a great experience recording this album with you. I’ve grown so much from it. I only wish we could have fit in more cowbell.
Marcus Trumpp, you brought so much life to these songs. I feel blessed that you came onto the project. Thank you for extending yourself above and beyond to pull everything together. For being so earnest and warm.

Dave Miraglia for the last minute aid, Jason Klein for putting up with me during difficult times, Robyn and Camella for being so patient and generous, Earnhart bros. for “the amazingly productive day,” Nick Curran, Olivia Hemaratanatorn, Charlie and Don, Steve Kaplan

Sorenna and Jason for listening to my music through the entire process, for your steady encouragement; RyRy – you’re an absolute gift, thank you for guiding me through dark hours, I am always here for you; Kim for following your dreams, for being so supportive of mine – thank you for caring so much about “all things;” Shannon for being a brilliant point of light; Leanna, Jess, and Laura –always in my thoughts; MA and Nick for the glorious debates. Love to family, friends, YOU, and all the rest…

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